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[Nov. 28th, 2004|05:35 pm] |
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hmmmm....what to write. randy and i might get back together...idk...i hope so...ttyl |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2004|05:59 pm] |
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okay...so james talked to bob. and he does indeed like me. but he said that his parents wouldn't let him date me. so i need to talk to him and see if that's the real reason or just a convenient excuse. if it's the real reason, i'm sure we can work around that. (randy's mom hated me for a long time just b/c of my age). so maybe i'll talk to him tonight or tomorrow. arg! |
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| rambling about nothing in particular |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|09:18 pm] |
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wel...i'm sick! i skipped class today b/c i feel so crappy. and i'm really tired!
my cat is having kittens
and i still haven't heard from bob. but i talked to james last night. and he told me that when bob came into zero hr on the mon after bluevalley, he was all giddy and said that he liked me. so i'm hoping he still feels the same way. james also said that he (bob) wasn't sure if he wanted a relationship w/ me b/c he didn't know how i felt about him. so james is supposed to talk to him today and hopefully we can get this whole thing straightened out.
and i got my halloween costume today. i'm excited. everybody should come party w/ us! |
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| i'm so crazy! |
[Oct. 20th, 2004|11:36 am] |
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i still haven't heard anything from or about bob. and i'm about to go insane analyzing everything (which i know i shouldn't do....nasty habit). james was going to talk to him for me and just make sure that he wasn't just using me or whatever (which i am so terrified that that's what he did). but idk if he has. so i'm about to lose my mind.
i had a calc test today that i didn't study for. but i think i actually did okay on it. i'm so burnt out from school. i need a break but don't get one until thanksgiving. |
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| what to do?!?! |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|03:04 pm] |
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hello all! yep...it's been a long time again...i know. but i've been busy.
anyway - i think i may possibly have a bf in the near future. hopefully! i'm not really sure what's going on w/ him. so i'll have to talk to him and find some stuff out. i'm really scared that he doesn't want a relationship and just wanted to get some. but that's not how he was acting. i'm probably just being paranoid. i talked to mel about it this morning at church. i really value your opinions! you're so insightful and wise! love you!
i'm dying my hair tonight. lol again. we'll have to see how it turns out this time. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2004|10:37 am] |
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so i was reading through the entries from my friends that i haven't read in a long time. and i came upon andy's talking about he doesn't know where God is leading him...he just has to trust. so i started thinking about that. b/c lately i've been trying to listen to God....but i don't know how. and i have no idea what he wants me to do w/ my life.
anyway...i'm really hungry. so i'm gonna go eat and clean and do hw and do laundry and.... |
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[Sep. 21st, 2004|12:11 pm] |
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yeah i know it's been a long time! but i've been busy. i finally caught up on all my hw (well...most of it at least).
hey guess what....i like adam! bet ya didn't know that.
i just wrote in my other journal...so i don't have a whole lot to say.
i slept through one of my classes this morning. ooops! oh well. it was nice and i really needed the sleep b/c i'm kinda getting sick again. no good!
mel~how do i add andy? |
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| oh well |
[Aug. 18th, 2004|12:29 pm] |
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well i had a bf for like 3 days. we spent the night together and cuddled and kissed. it was fun. but i wouldn't have sex w/ him. and i "deserve someone better" b/c he's "not good enough for me." oh well...there's other boys i want (adam, randy, nick, etc). plus i kinda want to be single when i start school too. so woohoo for a fling. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2004|08:24 pm] |
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yeah so melanie put "i'm retarded. yeah" on my bio but i'm not going to change it (esp since she's my only friend at the current minute). i'm waiting around to leave for a movie at wsu b/c i have a date sorta thing...but i don't really know if i do b/c he didn't answer the phone so i'm not sure if he's coming. anyway....bye |
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[Aug. 15th, 2004|07:26 pm] |
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Look at me, I'm cool and I'm updating. |
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